need some time

time for peace/


melihat being centered
kadang manusia ingin berusaha lebih egois
which ga salah...
tp jd sdikit merasa ga peka ma sekitar
dan ada senangnya menjadi sendiri
tapi ada senangnya menjadi dua


ya namanya juga manusia...

scientist

Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I'll set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles
Coming in tails
Heads are a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science
Science and progress
Could not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh when I rush to the start
Running in circles
Chasing tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start.


scientist- coldplay
... speechless

trust

There is no-one left in the world
That I can hold onto
There is really no-one left at all
There is only you
And if you leave me now
You leave all that we were
Undone
There is really no-one left
You are the only one

And still the hardest part for you
To put your trust in me
I love you more than I can say
Why won't you just believe?


trust- the cure
how i want to believe and trust your love
because i do care you all my everything in this...
how i wish i can be more something part of you that i can know more about you
your inner part which still seems so hard for me see
do you see how i dont want to leave you alone and hold this on by yourself
but it seems,,,
you dont want me too
or is it that you dont trust me tooo?
than i can see why...

everything

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place
where I find peace, again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light, to my soul.
You are my purpose, you're everything.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You still my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want, you're all I need.
You're everything, everything.

And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better, any better than this.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?


everything- lifehouse
you are everything at the moment of my mind heart and soul
peace is it...
tp betul: janganlah kau terlalu sayang ataupun benci kecuali kau tahu apa yang menjadi fakta untuk kau perkata itu....
tapi tak salah jika sayang itu menjadi hidupmu dimana mengikuti udaramu yang kau hirup
maka jika kau hentikan sayang itu,,, kau pun akan kehilangan sebagian nafasmu
aku bilang
meski kau everything
kau tetep akan menjadi seperbagian hidupku yang aku perhitungkan...

points

lets play a game where only you and i know
and this is our word of saying
we know it
no one knows
our secret
and it will be something to remember
till the end of this
i hope not soon
but surely enough
i know...
you make me happy to know this
thankyou:

dua hal berlainan saling bertumpu saling bentrok
aku rasa aku akan sangat lelah memahami semua ini
kejadian demi hari makin kutelaah
makin ku cerna seiring waktu membawaku
aku tertidur karena lelah akan sesuatu yang menjadi hal yang seharusnya kulakukan
mengapa saja hal ini terjadi so fast in my eyes i feel blue
nooo i'm tired to the fact that i cant handle too many things to think for
mama, papa, kaka, dia, kuliah, tugas, bacaan, seminar, studio,, aku ga sanggup kalo harus menanggung profesionalisme terhadap klien
ya aku dapat kerjaan web dari seorang teman kenalan,,, profitnya bagus,, masa depannya cerah...
tapi aku muak jika ini malah buat aku tertekan nantinya....
sebaiknya kulepas saja selagi aku masi bisa lepas darinya
huff/ tp jd ga professional y?? sigh//
sebaiknya aku mundur sebelum fakta mengejarku untuk kemudian aku menyesali
emang sejak awal aku ga sanggup mengapa pula aku ladeni
sudah sia, aku hilangkan harapanku terhadap impianku untuk menjadi seorang web designer
mukin bukan ini dunianya,,,
mukin iya,,, tp tidak sekarang atau waktu terdekat
karena aku lelah mengejar mimpi itu
smuanya begitu strict dan tersimpan dalam sudut inginku
bahwa aku masi harus berjuang keras lagi
bahwa aku ini masi harus jadi aku yang lebih baik lagi
atau memang aku kurang punya motivasi kuat untuk mencapainya
tidak,,,
untuk saat biarkan aku cari damaiku
aku tak mau ambil pusing terhadap masalah lain slain apa yang sudah ada di depanku...
jadi biarkan aku, jadi begini saja....

hampa itung hari

hari ini bermain menjumpai hampa di hati, tanpa kusadari aku berusaha terlalu keras untuk melihatnya... menjumpainya,,, mengejarnya....

dia bukan siapa-siapa

hanya seperbagian hidup

....

hard slap!

love love

you make me blind
the way you play
its goin hard harder

yet again
no,,, its like thousand years
and hundreds stars...

still,,, it seems hard to explain
the way the how
you seem so hard

it was hard
but not that so

and again
it was
my guilty pleasure

damn dont fool arround with things
they can eat you alive!