26 Februari 2009

heartbeat -tahiti 80

Enough for me is not much for you
Won't you forgive me that's all I can do
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today...
I wanna feel this way

Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find another way to say
I love you more each day
It's quite romantic I know
That's how I wanna feel today
I wanna feel this way, today

Can you feel my heartbeat
Can you feel my heartbeat
Can you feel my heartbeat
When I'm close to you

I'll never find, no I'll never find
Another way to say
I love you more each day


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silly memories,,, tp yah smuanya malah ikut sing along?

24 Februari 2009

i'm a capricorn!!

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships.. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart.. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Ha rsh. Practical and very fussy.. Often shy. Pessimistic. 
7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

SCORPIO - The Intense One 
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 
4 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

LIBRA - The Harmonizer 
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone.. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. 
9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

ARIES - The Daredevil 
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge... EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 
16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart 
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 
11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

GEMINI - The Chatterbox 
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense.. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, but is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally. 
5 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

LEO - The Boss 
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive. 
13 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

CANCER - The Protector 
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 
16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

PISCES - The Dreamer 
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 
8 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter 
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 
20 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 


TAURUS - The Enduring One 
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. 
12 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One 
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out. 
14 years of bad luck if you do not forward. 

~Send away!!~ ready ........... set......... ... GO!
1-3 people= 1 minute of luck
4-7 people= 1 hour of luck 
8-12 people = 1day of luck 
13-17 people = 1 week of luck 
18-22 people = 1month of luck
23-27 people = 3 months of luck
28-32 people = 7months of luck
33-37 people = 1year of luck

38 and more = a very lucky life!

knapa ya capricorn hrs nanggung badluck paling tinggi??? why is it?? heu yauda drpd saya forwarkan di email.... saya taro sini aja biar yg baca blog saya yg forwardkan...

emosian muncak mencak

ya emosian saya euy,,, sungguh beruntun aja lah... stlh uang 50ribu ilang,,, dan ari itu yang baru kusadari ari ini,,, usb 2Gb saya ilang... lalu kamari saya bernasib lula dengan ga berakhir menyenangkan,,, lalu menemani bapak ketu menyusun kata2 buat evaluasi,, arghh... but the worst! it just blow up... so saya mau nonton filem,,, lalu ku kabari sesosok teman saya,,, yang which saya sebelumnya berlula,,, yah aduh lambretoooo... saya mulai kesal, dan tiap memanggilnya, kekesalan saya menaik beberapa tingkat sampe akhirnya saya memutuskan,,, get real! i'm outa here... dan untungnya dia uda mule sadar dan beranjak dr posisi tidurnya...

tapi ya tetep lambretooo

saya sbenarnya di ari itu jam itu, harusnya mah kudu ka kenmi ngurusin nu yang laennya but yet sini saya mau berhedon sama teman,,, so yah saya milih lupakan dulu perapatan ini!!

but yet setelh bersusa payah turuni tangga,,, konon teman saya ini menanyakan tasnya... hell yeah saya masi bersabar untuk menunggu bila dia mau pergi mengambilnya...

yet nope so berlanjut lah saya menuju destination

kuingatkan,,, si hati ini lagi emosi tingkat nista... jd jangan bikin kesabaran ndra runtuh dong!!! wong saya juga sbnernya punya hal hal lain yg sharusnya dilakuin tp... saya cukup uda merasa berdosa telah meninggalkan demi teman-teman untuk sebuah bermain...

so di destination,,, not that i'm happy justru maki8n suntuk karena perdebatan yang membuat ndra ilfeel dan jatuh drastis emosinya... jadi mereka memperebutkan dan meriwehkan soal helm dan motor!!

okeokeoke,,, saya juga seharusnya mengerjakan hal yang laen jd emg sebaiknya saya ga ada di sini... dan boomm!!! saya kesal...

saya memutuskan untuk pergi dan ga ikut,,, saya bilang aja "uda ah ndra ga ikut" sambil kembali ke arah masuk dalam kampus which lalu dikejar teman saya disertai sms dan miscol which at that time,,, "SCREW YOU ALL!!!"

tapi setelah saya masuk,,, ga nyesel ah... cuma ya itu klo miscol ga diangkat, ga enak jg... jd saya angkat... tp yang pertama mrk tanya "eiy ndra,, jadi ga... ikut yuk... ih meuni pundung!!"

"CRAP!!!" ndra teh lg suntuk di ujung emosi nih, malah digituin,,, yah makin ngdorongin aja atuh,, jadilah saya matikan tuh telpon sembari serius saya ga maksud deh, cuma emg saya lg kesal aja

lalu kembali saya melakukan hal yang seharusnya saya lakukan,,, di sekre kenmi, membicarakan soal menyoal dana!!! arghhhh... yah apa boleh buat... hiks

setelah membahas ini itu ini itu...

tiba-tiba sms datang dari seorang teman "ndra dimana,, ayo kita pegi, gw tungguin, ini sms trakhir gw!"

beuh,,, since i respect this friend of mine, i cant just blew him off... but yaa~~

kubilang dimana posisi saya sampe tak tahu, dia nongol di tempat dan pengen langsung bawa saya cabut which obvious i cant!!! jadilah saya makin merasa ga enak karenanya...

uda kusuruh dia jangan nungguin,,, uda pegi aja... tp dia insist which make me more awfull to myself... arghhh... mana pembicaraan ndra ma oknum kenmi ga selese-selese...

yak stlh saya berhasil mengaburkan diri dr kenmi,,, tibaitiba saya ditelpon ma oknum olimpiade bahkan sang ketunya sendiri yang nelpon... nah loh!? ya memang sih ndra shrsnya jg ikut tp saya uda ijin ma bapak ketua saya,,, which dia sndiri sedang not in the place at the moment also... 

yah saya ga enak,,, saya mau mengaburkan diri lagi menuju destination kedua,,, tp si teman saya ini semakin cemberut... arghhh damn i feel so much lame,, apalagi dia menanyakan masalah tadi saya cabut... yah saya juga ga mau ngejelasin karna jelas saya mengalami hari menyebalkan today! jdlah setelah saling menegur dan menghalangi,,, saya berhasil membujuknya dengan janji cuma 5menit... bah yeah right!! 5 menit dari hongkong!!!

hahahah i feel sorry to my friend, i shoundt do that to him,,, he's to kind to be the one who has to wait for me... but yet again... ya my friend,,, saya sebenernya kesel ma teman mu itu!! hahaha

ah~~ sial

jadilah saya dan teman saya ke tempat seharusnya kita berada dari awal,,, buat nonton!!

dan disana,,, mood saya kembali menaik berkat teman saya ini,,, he made it possible so i forgot him most of it!! yeah yeah screw that him!! cuma memang saya bete abis klo ada yang kembali nanyain soal menyoal saya cabut dr lokasi...

i dont know what they think... but i;m a human too.. i can be mad you know... dan kmaren saya tuh lg muncak emosi,,, dan hal kecil yg shrsnya ga buat saya marah... malah justru saya jdnya marah besar...

and truthfully... i found out by myself that this person just that not in to me... he's not, yah?! so why do i have to stick my nose followong him all arround the place... no yeah,, i'm taking back my personal freedom... and again,, i think friends is the only option for this right? and i dont mind if that is the better way... so yah,,, saya sudah bisa memutuskannnya demikian... kau adalah orang yang emang demikian,,, jadi saya bisa melihatnya ko...

20 Februari 2009

he's not mine

yoah,,, even though i'm happy with the way "yet not so far yet" how thing are right now... 

he's just aint mine, and not belongs to anyone...

i'm just reckless thinking of it...

happy valentines, happy ... to you!

50% beauty plus plus plus

okay i found another fact,,,

if u are beauty yet you are also smrt, what can a male offer now??

uda cantik pinter, mature yet again sometime u are soo adorable cute and messing arround dalem arti manja... wah udahlah cowo manapun jg luluh ma smua permintaanmu...

no no no

jangankan cowo,,, cewe manapun jg ga akan bnyk berkomentar ma sikapmu baik sejengkel apapun kau manjanya,,, 

cause you have respect, girl!!

yah,, kau punya kepintaran dan aura untuk direspect plus kecantikan yang siap membuat orang2 tunduk,,, well girl, are you ready to rule the world??

i am speechless...

how can she do that?

ya ya ya

i found this fact a bit scary,,, because o man,,, look at her,,, she's awesome in a way, she's lucky

sigh//

so i found the just 50%beauty di jenis ini aga susah ya... maksudnya.. susah mengatakan wow kau cantik but not only that you an aura and a brain in that little beauty of yours... and maybe that is what an inner beauty meant???

ya ya ya...

this is just some stupid analogy weird thing i think of...